Wednesday, May 27, 2020

Volunteer Park

4p.m. 2/15/12

Beetle boots crunch and crackle 
On a stone-lined path
Jet engine and prop plane hum above
Her pea-coat is open
And a camera nuzzles into her chest
Her feet silently wait on the grass
The wind blows past eddying inaudible whispers
That can only be felt
The waves of her brunette hair are moved
By the wind's expressions
The path crackles 
She opens her arms
To receive her friend
And his camera knocks hers 
As they kiss. 

Snuffboxes

Seattle Asian Art Museum, 2/15/12

Rank and file stand the snuffboxes
Waiting for inspection.
Their only uniformity: their usage.
Some were grace with delicate brushwork
Depicting maybe a horse grazing beneath a tree
Or a heron wetting is toes
Waiting for a chance to spear 
Something to whet its appetite 
Others are mimics of geisha girls
Or bulge-eyed coy, dragonfly or
A nephrite rabbit mid munch.
They all hold a musky scent of aged tobacco
Laced with the aromatics of mint, compher, or jasmine
They stand in failing light
Awaiting inspection
But never granted the release
Of validation.

Tuesday, February 25, 2020

d'If

I am the gatekeeper of your heart
I hold the skeleton key to all you feel
I, like Pandora, release your fiends
But imprison your celestial light
Only gleams and glimmers can escape
Through cracks at your edges

I'll dispassionately watch
As Hope and Dream - two of my prisoners -
Slowly dry out to desiccated shadows gasping for breath
I hear, and ignore, the pounding
Of love against the heavy timbered door of my censorship
Pleas for companionship meet my deaf ears and die out
No reverberant echo to carry
Any inkling to a sympathetic ear
As Hope, Dream and Love etch with worn fingertips
An escape

They merely burrow deeper within you
Unaware that their attempt are self defeating
I will grow old as you count days like Monte Cristo
But I will grow no less powerful
Knowing for certain that, like Pandora
Trapping hope within her box,
That it is for your own good.

Hurricane Season

It is always hurricane season
In my soul
The violent tempest tosses 
My better judgment
Whips like wind
With no leeward shelter
From wayward drives
I'm a category 4, at least
But the strength of my storm
Is secret (until it's not) 
Though the deluge may begin as a depression
The rising waters always rage
And though I've tried my best
To shore up levees to stand
Up to the brackish waters
Escaping bayous
The floods waters brim
At the edges of control
And like the puzzle pieces adrift
In the back of my mother's station wagon
I'll never really find solution

The pressure builds
Threatening absolute destruction
When the levee gives
Will you have what it takes
To stand against the crash
Of fists
Rushing like water

Monday, February 24, 2020

Pet

Am I another stray?
Alone and abandoned
Or am I a runaway?
Escaping from limits imposed
I know for sure the itch I couldn't scratch 
Let me loose

I don't know why I flea or dip
Only that I chase my own tail 
Getting me nowhere

But a leash
Is not prison, but possession
And to be had
Is not necessarily to roll over

And even I'm backed up
Belly up
I'm not scared
But trusting
That your next touch
Invites me to be your pet

Incantations

We have almost forgotten
That words are magic
Encased in screens and smart phones
Or words have lost the essential
Like a lion in a zoo -
Power present, but imprisoned

In our shared past
Words lived only on the wind 
And would encircle us like embers from a shared fire
Bards and wanderers would spin yarns
Into complex tapestries 
Inserting visions where none had been
And leading all onto a forest path
On which we will all find our own end

The world the canvas; 
the words the color; 
the tongue the brush
Pictures painted more vividly
Than any facsimile could cop

Poets were sorcerers
Manipulating words that underpin the foundation of reality
Quaking earth with clauses
Raising participles to precipices
Imbuing life through interjection

The oldest magic still resides
In expressions of love 
And these can be the most earth-shattering incantations

We are all wizard and warlock
As we all know the power
That lives in 'I love you'
To both break
And mend hearts.  

Grading

Between my finger and my thumb
Thre red pen rests awaiting its assignment
Thre dishevelled stack of essays teetering
On the edge of evaluation
Held up in hands
Like sinners above a flaming rubric
'A' salvation or damning failure
What mastery? What content? 
Can I be content to report progress? 

I'd like to snap this pen in half
Breaking the enchantment of its assessment
I'd like to pour out the red ink
In equal measure
With the kaleidoscopic outpourings
Of your hearts and minds
Accepting there is no sin in error
And the root of evalution is 'evil'
Passing as a grade
And a grade passing as truth
The only flying colors I care about
Are the vibrant discussions
That move past 
The red and black edge of a ledger 
A push out of the comforting confines of 'A' to 'F'
Not failing, but free-falling 
Through thr expanse of alpha to omega

Cycles

For the water cycle:
It gets hot, it gets heavy,  it comes down

For my pay cycle:
It gets thin,  it gets light,  it comes hard

Pay day would break like cloudburst
But my nickels and dimes would evaporate
Faster than they could infiltrate
My bank account
I'd have no ground water to tap
Parched in drought at the end of the month
I'd raise my eyes to the sky and wish for rain

But as money dried up,  I'd wet the nib of my pen
And spill my all upon a page

And though my reservoir rarely held enough for more than a McChicken
It filled with thoughts, hopes, jokes and notes
As I reached down into it -
My fingers searching within like roots -
I'd bloom in song and verse
Soul rich and penny poor

My concerns would gather like puddles
Reflecting the arching rainbow above
A promise that times wouldn't be so tough
Or if it did,  I'd have enough

For my narrative cycle: 
It gets heavy,  it gets light,  I come up

untitled (9/13/19)

I am the long-cast shadow of legacy 
I bathe you in shade
And swaddle you in expectation
The light of your sun
Cannot penetrate the thick undergrowth of heritage
Leaving your roots to wither
And your leaves to droop
You cannot rise above the musty smell of forgotten heirlooms
Hand-me-downs weighing you down
I tower above you -
An imperious redwood grown high through my labors
Your withered bloom 
Dropping petals
Like bread crumbs
That you cannot follow home
To father 
The birds of my boughs
Have picked apart your planned path
You are lost
And can use only the moss on my shoulders 
To follow my way

Poetry is...

The rhythm of every breath
And every beat of every heart 

The siren call of every birdsong 
And every noise in nature

The trail of every tear down every forlorn cheek
And the stain of every bruise and all that is inked

The music of every sphere in the universe
And every silence waiting in anticipation

The breakup of every love
And the fire of every fury

The promise of every dream
And the breakdown of every promise

The every thing
And the ever